Had the most brutal and painfully honest htht last night. Talked alot, cried alot, and the future is still as scary as ever. I know what I signed myself for when I said 'yes', and sure it is nowhere near rational or sane in a cost-benefit-analysis, but I really like you. And I'm not ready to give this up.

I'm gonna be kinda upset and it will def take me some time to be more confident about the nature of our relationship. Love me anyway, will you?